ASPIRATION

one second ago i just realized that my life is really pathetic...usually i never thinking about that before and try to face my life with smile and happiness like usual, but the fact give me much evidence that it means my life is sucks and miserable. and now what should i do? too much teardrops fellin' down. but....

i have to make more changes for myself and...

one second ago i also had and decided one important things in my life that i have to fight and start it from now, there is My Plans In The Future. i decided, im aspiring to be a Young Business Woman. sounds cool right? haha maybe it's just my temporary desires while i grow up but yeah at least I've made a directional plans. but actually i have this aspire since long time ago but yeah i never take it seriously like now. and now I've made the little steps to reached those plans hmm cause i will going to higher level school, "secondary school" on June i think so it will start from....

♦ study hard,hard,hard.
♦ i will learn English more seriously to higher level

♦ i think im going to choose science majors in secondary school but in college i prefer take social majors like accountancy, literature, law, politics, international relations, communication, and management maybe~

♦ and the most important is i have to thinking more mature and creative cause im 14 and on august i will 15 years(omg fifteen!!!), do not be careless in making decisions, stop being lazy cause it just trouble and demotivating and of course get closer to Allah...
theres some reason why do I've made a choice to be a business woman cause business woman's looks smart, intellect, educated, classy, and of course i want to be a matronly woman hehe ;D
hmmm....

hehehe kinda ridiculous right? hahaha oh yeah its okay it's just my imagination how do i look a few years later hoho...bye

and one thing im really sorry for my bad and wrong grammar and syntax cause im still learning :)




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